Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Just suddenly feel like blogging this thing thats on my heart haha.

The year is coming to an end. 2008 is the past, 2009 is just ahead, not far from us,not at all. It is just 2 days more. What is in store for me??I dont really know. But one things for sure,It's not going to be easy. But its gonna be great cause God is with me!! Next year, great things are gonna come. Revival in our school! and my vision next year,to be a CGL of 10 by end of 2009. Yes its gonna come,but its not gonna come just like that!! Its not the same as me passing wind XD. I know that God is going to put be through tests to make me stronger and prepare me for all these things when they are coming to pass.

Like revival in PRSS, i know that when it comes,many people will start to talk bad about us..all the tribulations and everything. I really pray that all of us will stay strong to our convictions and fight on and not get affected by what others say in this revival!! I believe that Gavin,Godric and me and a few more like randyne,meiqi,jason are gonna work together as whole team in the Army of God!

Whereas for me,if I want to be CGL,I really really need to start to behave like a CGL,think like a CGL.To always be hungry for the word of God.Go the extra mile in everything i do, in reaching out to friends,taking care of my cg mates and everything. Most importantly i need to plan my life, and remember what my leaders have taught me!

Next year is gonna be a year of really really S-T-R-E-T-C-H-I-N-G, I need to increase in my capacity and grow in wisdom!!

although i know that things are not going to come so easy,I have FAITH in God! I believe that he will help us and give us strength to do all this as long as we rely on His power! If there is any problem coming in the way,i will treat it like a elephant,SMILE at it, and SOLVE it 1 by 1 !! 

By faith,
This revival shall come strong,we will all be on fire for God,shining his glory in our school!
People will not backslide.
We will defeat all tribulations.

I will be able to rise up to be a CGL by end of next year
I will grow in wisdom and capacity
I will take charge make things happen,and take care of all my sheep in the future

haha all this are just confessing in faith.its not enough we have to ACT IN FAITH!! So 2009 here we come!! Im gonna ROCK THE WORLD IN 2009 HAHAHA!!!

I feel so shiok now,finally say what i wanted to say =)

Today is great,Tomorrow will be better.
IM READY FOR TWO O O NINE
Time to go,gonna look for some food,then brush teeth,then sleep HAHA
NITE!!

Friday, December 26, 2008

Hey guys time for updates!!Christmas was great!!and to those of you who do not know..ITS ACTUALLY MY 1st TIME CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS!!in the past christmas was just stay at home and be a no life,if not is go out with parents..but NOW CHRISTMAS is just too powerful!Its like hang out with friends in church,have christmas service,sing christmas songs and exchanging gifts and cards!(although i have not given mine)This is really how we should spend christmas man..to fellowship and do many things with one another!! Can you imagine what would i be doing now if i was not saved? stay at home and play play play play and it is really totally no life cos my butt can rot sitting there for hours,and i guarantee you,i would not even know that its christmas!Really..God is good..he found me,when i was lost! and now life is just full of purpose and i start to see things from His point of view!!

I was reading Gavin's blog.Yet again i left his blog impacted..wah i tell u everyone must go GAVIN'S blog.it is super funny and yet inspiring..although sometimes he talk no link one HAHA! His post on the 25 of december is really powerful! He talked about Loving people is like u will do a lot of crazy stuffs with them,for them...do this do that..in short,its just going ALL OUT to love them..yea i need to love the people around me more and more,ALL THE TIME,even if it means extra bus fares,even if they have certain things which we might not like..but if he is your friend,and you love him..it DOES NOT MATTER!just smile and embrace that friend with the love of Christ!!like what Ranford always say..we need to step into others' boats..even if we know nothing about that thing,if we love that friend,we will give our best to learn that thing,just to be their true friend.

Next year is gonna be great!Its gonna be a year of LOVING PEOPLE!! I tell you..i believe we are gonna love people with all our hearts!!Just like Jesus,we are gonna come and seek and save the lost!!The next generation is gonna be better!!this new revival is gonna be awesome and powerful man!

Last night i was reading the Christmas cards,many people wrote,bring PRSS revival,continue PRSS revival.Its really believe it is coming man.The future is amazing =)

haha poooof!!just by reading Gavin blog also can get revelations..gavin is really gonna be the next Garrett!!hahaa

BYE =)

Saturday, December 20, 2008

RAWR I AM ANGRY!!I PLAYED FIFA 08 AND I KEEP ON LOSING IN EVERY MATCH!!AND IM EVEN ANGRIER BECAUSE I WASTED 2 HOUR PLUS PLAYING LOSING MATCHES!!NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!

haha siao liao..time to chill....anyway...

THIS MORNING WAS AWESOME!!

went to tampines secondary to SELL SHIRT!!i replace zhilin,so by right i should thank her,but in the end i think she need to thank me.cos the aunties there,totally CANNOT MAKE IT! I feel like one fist and go PSSSHHHH on their face.one of the aunties was like, 'i want two of this,eh no..let me think maybe 3..i think 2 is better..how many times do you all have PE?' HOW WOULD I KNOW! IM JUST SOMEONE WHO SELLS SHIRT NOT YOUR TIME TABLE!! ya see..if zhilin was there right,die liao..she will be like 'YOU! GO STAND THERE!' WAHAHAHAHA!!Oh and i calculated wrong one parents bills..supposed to be 106 dollars...i calculate till 165 dollars LOL!!i thought she didnt know,but she came back at around 1plus..so did the changes and everything..so lame..But in the end quite worth la..the boss is good,and suppose to be from 7.30-2pm..but we work till 12 plus,rest of the time is SLACK TIME!!!and she still pays us for the slacking time LOL!!at the end of the day..CHING CHING,35 bucks!!!!

35 might seem little..but if i just work 2 more days,which is like 14 hours more..its like
35+35+35
=$105!!!
still little?NO MAN!!and it wont be as boring when u have Godric Ang Qing Feng around!!HAHAHA!

Ah zzzz,hr and the rest went to eat lots of things after BM at ding chaos house!!so goood...then all call me to make me feel so sad cause i was not there!!Wah hr if u are reading this..now i know your heart!!you PS your good friend la!Nvm one...next time i eat good food with the rest..be prepared for a phone call..LOL! jk man..im not a PS kid like u! =D

2 more weeks till school reopen!! I'm super excited..cause i know,something is gonna happen..its already happening in the spirit!and i believe,its gonna come to pass!Time to take charge of things,make things happen!

[Habakkuk 2:2-3]

powerful man!

time to go!!haha bye! =)

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Hi Guys! you know what time is it now?ITS TIME TO UPDATE!ok lame.

today is just too awesome. Discipleship class is so fun! Really practical,but its really something very zai. Dominic shared about taking charge of our PROBLEMS! problems are just like elephants stuck in our heads, its so irritating.But u just have to smile at the elephant,like this =D HAHA,and solve the problems 1 by 1.Power man.its super fun inside mpr 1. Dom was like imagine the 2 elephants are inside the mpr 1,and u just have to take them out 1 by 1,they fart at you never mind,just smile!and say,im gonna get this elephant out!! and like that,we will not be so frustrated with life.but just smile and TAKE CHARGE OF THE PROBLEM!!

Then the super duper thing starts here,Dominic said we have to take charge of our SPEECH! Be confident when we talk to people. Dom told us to go in pairs,then say this as loud and as confident as we can!! he will say How old are u??then we say I am young,but my age does not define me!then he will say,Who defines you then?we will say God defines me,and i am mature because I know my Authority,Identity and my Destiny!haha!!

Finally,this is power man.Dominic shared we have to take charge of our VISION! like now,we need to go up and share our visions.and then say how we gonna make it come to past.its very funny la,especially when gavin shared,godric shared about another thing,which is super funny.Cos dom change the question to how you were b4 u knew christ,then how he changed you,then he shared about all the funny stuffs we did when we were secondary 1..haha good times~~ =) 

Learnt a lot today man..especially when we were saying the how old are u,who defines u that question.haha.ya,we might be young,but does not mean we cant speak out loud with confidence,because we know our AUTHORITY,IDENTITY AND DESTINY!! Really need to learn to take charge of this 3 things!!

Tomorrow,im going to WORK!! go TPSS to sell shirt =),must wake up early,so BYE!!!!

Monday, December 15, 2008

Yesterday was a super awesome day.Graduated from AMT(A) WAHAHA with MERIT!! WAHAHAHA! lol. 2 weeks 2 certificate.not bad leh! first is BMT cert haha.
Service was zai la(sounds ranford-ish).Pastor preached finish the series of Real Man so lets recap.
Real man part 1 : Real man takes responsibility! Maturity comes with the acceptance of Responsibility!! Not by age or experience!
Real man part 2 : Real man has a vision! Our vision is our FUTURE! no vision = no future. 
Real man part 3 : True Humility!! Not denying strengths and not covering weaknesses!! 
Real man part 4 : Real man LEADS! Last week pastor talked about,Stepping in,Stepping up,Take charge,Make Decisions,Make things happen!Today he continued,leadership is not facilitating,we are not facilitators! Leadership is not making rules! we are not law makers. When we need to make rules to control people,we have lost leadership. Christianity is not making rules!In fact God only gave 10 commandments.and out of it only 2 are the most important! Love Discipline,but hate rules.Rules should be kept in our hearts,not written on paper and when rules are kept in our hearts,it is character!
haha so power.Real man series really really really super power.time to rise up to be a REAL MAN!

After service was super fun,we had SHOW ME WHAT U GOT!everything was fun.But after the event,i showed the CG WHAT I GOT!!HAHA wanna know what i got??i went imitating all the speakers in asia conference,from pastor kong to benny hinn HAHA!! Just gets better.I went on imitating pastors and their visions,"Eyes have not seen ears have not heard,what God has in store for us"and pastor lia"I ask myself whats my vision?My vision is to raise up a generation of young people willing to give God the best years of their lives and God will use this generation to impact all levels of society and all walks of life!" ahaha then more and more people know about this,Dom came,Garrett came,even Roy came HAHA.then start to imitate people around,like jieru,ranford,godric,gavin,zhilin,peijun,qianqian and a lot alot more!!haha laughed until cheek muscle cramp HAHA!

Today.its usher BBQ!!!very fun man.we ate lots of food.the chicken wing is like the best!before the food and everything,we played some games,and we made a cheer for our usher team,which is fighters!!i still remember,goes like..Fighters are starting their engines,vrooooom..Fighters are shifting to gear 3,VROOOOOM...Fighters accelerating! VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!(guys behind jumps and act cute,except for me,cos im already cute!! HAHA)ya and the BBQ was super super fun cos,keegan,shanyong and a few more 'gathered' people and guess what,throw eggs at them!!then they cycled away.luckily me and ryan were by the side and we didnt got hit!!but sadly,gavin and godric got egg-shot! and with bonus,ON THE HEAD! totally EGG-SECUTION! HAHA.then Noni gathered an army to look for them.but in the end we returned with nothing HAHA sad.before i went home,i ate 1 BBQ marshmallow,its SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE!its not really BBQ-ed but then u put over the BBQ pit to heat it up.wow,i tell u...its the BEST!! inside like melted one..so creamy and soft.power man.. next time u have BBQ,must bring MARSHMALLOW!!!lol

im done.BYE GUYS!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

December=Growth

time to update!! December is seriously the month of GROWTH! haha powerful la. just 2 weeks into december and im already receiving so much from BMT and AMT. BMT is zai. But AMT is super awesome ownage!

Family------------------>Team.
Home------------------->Training Ground.

Thats right.HoGC is no longer just a family to me.its now a TEAM!! and its a training ground.Now its no more turning up and doing the job,but to do it WELL!
I reported there at 7.30am,to register and all.first thing we had,Bible verse test!!wahahaha was fun.I learnt a lot more bible verses man =)

1st session,Pastor How talked bout Loving People,Building people!I learnt that we are builders of people! and we should never use people,but love things.We should use things and love people! because People are meant to be use by God,not us.

2nd session was fun =) Dominic taught us how to do John 3:16. He even used the blackboard to show us how to draw the diagram. I think i draw super nice.HAHA.
went for lunch.came back for third session with Fifi.

3rd session.Fifi taught us about Live!This session.i confess.i was dozing off..but it was quite powerful.i still got receive la! [Genesis 1:3-Genesis 2-3] Showed that God had a system in creating the earth.So we must have as system in our life too! with system,we live life at higher a higher level!Something that hit me was,that when fifi said lazy people procrastinate.i realised that sometimes i procrastinate when doing things,do house chores, reading bible.then when i tired liao,i didnt do those things,then sleep.I told myself this I must never procrastinate again.Powerful man,went for short break,and session 4 starts.

session 4.Pastor How again!!!haha this tme its about Building a Strong Spirit man. Nice title man.HAHA.Pastor told us to be Good conductors of the Holy spirit!!and What we see is always dependant on the Conductor(us)and not the Source!(Holy Spirit)for the source is always good!!What is the conductor?its the HUMAN SPIRIT!So we have to train our human spirit to be plugged in to the Holy Spirit! [1 Corinthians 15:22] we were all made alive in Christ!in the spirit!so we have to build a strong spirit!So God can use us! A strong spirit gives us 1. DISCERNMENT. More in tune with the spirit!To hear from the spirit and not just the mind and will.A strong spirit gives us 2. BREAKTHROUGHS! For a strong spirit allows us to be plugged into God a build spiritual atmosphere in the hard grounds of the Schools etc etc.wah that session very zai also.like i really feel the need to build up my spirit man to be STRONG!went for dinner.and its the LAST SESSION OF THE DAY!!

Session 5,last session of the day.By Charleston!!This session is the most most powerful one.Charleston talked about Building our own Altar! Charleston said that we need to build on altar for ourselves,so when one day.IF our friends,role models backslides,no longer is on fire(which i hope not),we will still be strong!Charleston shared how throughout the years,his first leader,a few of the friends backslided,but he could still stay strong,and keep going on with God was because,he built his own Altar.We are here,here for God,and for Life. God has put us in a certain church to fulfil His plan.His desire,our destiny! and like a marriage,all of us are married to the Church..Through out the session,near the end i was starting to ask myself have i really built my altar yet.When sometimes my parents scold me for praying at home..i feel so discouraged inside.Then Charleston called a group of us,those that never heard this sermon,and feel like they have not built their own altar.He prayed for me and said,i will be a leader and even though i am young,i can still rise up and do great things.out of me a leader will rise up.Then i just feel God telling me,that i will rise up,to be a leader.all the visions i have.I will use them to build my own altar!with this altar i will keep on going on,to go towards the visions!!No matter what!Cause it is for God,and only Him.I am in this with Him,forever.He has placed me in HOGC for the plan he has for me.To bring revival to school,to change peoples life,to rise up as a CGL!this it it man.That night,the Holy Spirit really really touched me.

Went to shower and everything.eat Ben and Jerry and its 1 dollar per scoop! hahaha.the que was super long,and i bet jieru and the cafe people were super super busy scooping ice creams haha.

Nite time was fun.I couldn't sleep so went to talk to benedict and his little gathering,at the middle of auditorium some more,which seems super super fun as they were laughing like mad dogs HAHA!so i went,and i soon found the reason why..when i walked there,i was warmly greeted by Ming Rong!!haha he super funny.Ask me whats my dream,so i told him.Then he suddenly say this.
Ming Rong:You know that time i go buy Ramli burger,then i eating,on my way got a old lady stare at me,the kind of fierce stare.then i dono why so i keep walking.then got another guy stare at me.on the bus got people stare at me also.Then i realised.They all fasting,then they thought im a MALAY eating during fasting time.
LOL then all laugh.still got better one.
Ming Rong:U know the S.M.A.R.T.E.R list?one of the box is about health.i very skinny mah,underweight,so i wrote i want to gain a lot of weight.Then one of the R is Revelations,so i chose the Bible verse Acts 10:13 Arise Peter,Kill and Eat.
Everyone was laughing so LOUD the whole church was like SHHHH!its 1.54am i tell u!and he keeps on making us laugh until really tired liao then i 2.20am hit the sack.lol.

2nd day.
4.20am.Joanne just went to the stage and "sing" Everyone woke up and they said u have 10min to wash up and get the auditorium prepared for prayer meeting! everyone's like chionging la.prayer meeting was powerful.QT was zai.Then 6-8 is breakfast and relax for a little.Then Darryl came and said that our team is in charge of church clean up.and i in charge of the whole thing.I just stun,LOL.so no breakfast,but actually i also don't want to eat.cos i stomachache that time HAHA.so i was planning for the church clean up later,had no idea at all la,but like what pastor said, STEP IN,STEP UP,TAKE CHARGE,MAKE DECISIONS,MAKE THINGS HAPPEN!! wahh zai,so with Sam's help i plan all the teams and the place they gonna clean.Then it was 8am!
John 3:16 test.Wahahaha super cool,drawing the diagram is the best.need to write the whole conversation some more!hahaha 40marks! Leading the sinner's prayer also must write HAHA!so fun la.
then was session with Garrett.Its about Communication!ok this one i confess also.i was dozing off again..haha....eh but 2h sleep leh.confirm die one la!so next was Church clean up!!feel so good when i go up stage to talk.I was beside the Pulpit!!HAHA!!then assigning the place and the team was cool.and in the end we finished church clean up in 1h!!YAY!!Really make things happen man.so cool.and then it was photo taking with the whole AMT people!! thats all for AMT(A)!! =)

went for Ops general training and went home,use com,watch tv.11 plus i UNKNOWINGLY KO-ed.seriously.i didnt intend to sleep so early...well guess i really needed to sleep haha.thats all =)
time to go do AMT homework,and later we gonna SINK THE STEAMBOAT WITH NIC AND HONG RUI!

Saturday, December 6, 2008

BMT (A) IS FINALLY OVER!!AND I FINISHED MY HOMEWORK MOMENTS AGO!!haha it was just so powerful!the past 3 days in BMT,got prayed by pastors,and i really felt that i grew to whole new level!

Today is another good time spent with the CG.After worship session.all of us were excited,especially me,cause we went to eat FROG LEGS!awesome man.Totally the best food ever.We took bus 21 there and we ate stuffs like curry frog leg,and many other kinds of frog leg,with porridge and coconut drink!!


Does that make u drool??HAHA we had super fun over there!This week is gonna be a week where i hope to gain at least 3kg!From eating frog legs,to candy weekend,and next week i'll be eating steamboat with Hong Rui and Nic!!LETS SINK THE STEAMBOAT!!!

And our whole D5 CEG started with this ELF thing for msn,cause Christmas is COMING!!HOHOHO!next time when everyone gets online i shall print screen and post it on the blog!HAHA you will see all the Christmas Elves!! =) I think this year Christmas is gonna be a blast cos it is my first time celebrating it! and im going to write Christmas card for like 50 other people ! 

its 3.47am.time to sleep.Discipleship class tomorrow at 11 am.My first discipleship class.Gonna receive a lot more and i believe its gonna be POWERFUL!!
haha nite people. XD

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Hey guys!!Time for some updates!!

D Zone outing was great!It was all the way to the WEST.AT BOON LAY LOL.I was suppose to meet the whole zone at 3pm but godric,gavin.cavin and me reached at 3.30pm LOL thanks to Gavin la.he so punctual =)

We went to the swimming pool at jurong there.ITS BIG NICE AND FUN WITH MANY SLIDES AND RIVER!the river got current one so cool.at the current there was the best.we were all fighting for the float and when people got on the float all of us will flip the guy upside down.HAHA and i got scratches all over my back yesterday XD.

we watched Beverly Hills Chihuahua with the zone after that HAHA!

see the dog?funny show.but a bit stupid la.BUT ITS SUPER SUPER FUNNY!

On the train.we made a lot a lot a lot a lot of noise.but who cares.We enjoyed ourselves! D ZONE OUTING IS THE BEST!!as always hahaa.

Today we had BMT(A)!
was really blown away man!From Pastor How to Pastor Lia.The whole day was really an impartation of the spirit man!!its really what i needed MORE of.I need RHEMA word to keep me going on in this marathon with God!and today i really felt prompted and i decided!im going to join sounds ministry!and theres really NO LIMIT TO WHAT I CAN DO TO SERVE IN THE HOUSE OF GOD!!after BMT hanged out with godric,yiwen,peifen,ryan and jonathan and shared about what happened,and the revelations that we had from God!so cool man,to just share with each other our revelations,and get to know each other better.haha.

TODAY IS A FRUITFUL DAY!ITS JUST DAY 1 OF BMT.THERES STILL day 2 and 3.THE BEST HAS YET TO COME!! =)